Sekarang dah bulan raya so what I want to say is Selamat Hari to everyone. Please forgive me if I have done wrong. Everyone have do mistake. Me too! So zero zero okayy? Fair! Hehe :P Kalau nak cakap dalam ni actually memang banyak kott. Sangat! Pasal aku patah kaki, chicken pox lagi lepas tuu haish seriously dugaan aku sebelum puasa sampai lahh ni dah raya. Sangat sadis sekali ialah raya bertongkat -.- I thought a week before raya it will getting fine but is not. Seriously I'm upset! Everyone can raya as usuall but me? Cannot. But alhamdulilah everyone understanding me :') But what the best this raya is my brother! :* Because almost 3 years he didn't come back to Malaysia. And what the new is he want marry. I will get sister-in-law! Hehe
Tapi kalau nak cakap pasal life aku dekat matrik masa patah kaki ni seriously macam sedih kott sebenarnya. Entah lahh. Sometimes I just feel I trouble everyone. I can't do myself. Everything needs some favour but I really shy when I need favour from them. Sometimes have someone care bout me but sometime have someone ignore me. But that person ignore me, I thought I can hope from them but just only my dream. Seriously disappointed! :( Dugaan aku bulan puasa sangat banyak sebenarnya. Tapi aku mengaku kekadang aku tak boleh terima ni semua. Yeahh I know I should think positive but I'm not strong like you thought. Everyone have their weakness. Okayy positive!
Nak cerita dari A to Z memang panjang! Haha aku pun tak tahu nak start dari mana sebenarnya. Sebabnya aku patah kaki, rasa tak perlu bagitahu kott. K! Next, hmm life dekat matrik ehh? Atas tadi dah bagitahu haha. Okayy next, haaa masa nak balik JB harituuu. Ni apa orang yang nampak dekat matrik masa tuu lahh semua cakap 'Kesian kau, Dyba!' Balik haritu aku terpaksa naik bas. Semua orang tanya kenapa parents tak amik? I don't want everyone think negative about my parents. Actually my parents can't take leave because their are so busy that time and me should understand. Goodness! Have Aina, Madu, Wana and Wani my ex schoolmate also Eqa my bestfriend at KMJ :) Diorang tolong aku. Acane aku balik ehh? Aku balik pakai tongkat so sememangnya wheechair tak bawak langsung and the hardest part what I most think is
'MACAM MANA NAK NAIK TANGGA BAS TUU WEYHH?! TINGGI KOTTT'
Kalau turun aku tak kesah sebab it's quite easy. Tangga bas tuu tinggi weyhh. Ahhhh sudahh! I know everyone look it at me. Sumpah segan! Aku jee macam......... Seriously, I lost my confident. Dengan sorang pensyarah ni ada jee macam tak puas hati dengan aku tauu! Even keadaan aku macam gini ada jee dia nak bahan. Err time aku tak datang kelas dia takde pulakk nak perli perli pasal aku. Time aku ada jee. Nampak tak permainan dia? Err nasib baik kelas dia seminggu sekali dan kalau boleh aku macam tak nak datang jee. Aku ada agama lagi so terpaksa attend kelas tuu jugak dengan rela hati! Yeahh kawan sebelah sebelah aku cakap suruh sabar tapi nak sampai bila. Cepat lahh habis satu sem ni takde lahh jumpa pensyarah tuu lagi kott! -.-
Ni pun cuti dua minggu jee. Seminggu sebelum raya dan seminggu selepas raya. 27 haribulan ni dah nak kena balik matrik semula. Dengan kerja tutor satu apa tak usik lagi. Aku sebenarnyaa risau kerja tutor ni tapi tahap malas ni to the power infinity hehe but I need to do! Kalau dah cuti ni memang semua benda aku jadi malas sebenarnyaa. Nanti dekat matrik jee baru nak rajin tu pun slowly like a tortoise. Dengan secrect admirenya lagi. Malas kott sebenarnyaa. Matrik belajar sebenarnyaa takde masa nak bercinta cintun nihh. Tapi tipu lahh takde suka guys dekat sana haha ofcourse ada kott! But crush crush gituu jee lahh. Bukan orang tuu tahu pun kita suka dia. Just in quietly. Guys in KMJ mostly is casanova! Oppss! Haha mampus aku kalau ada budak budak ni baca hehe I mean only certain not at all :D
Dulu masa sekolah selalu cakap cepat lahh besar study dekat university semua tapi bila dah besar lahh rindunyaa nak sekolah. Nampak tak bersyukur haha tapi seriously bila makin besar kita makin matured sebenarnya. I have learn something new when I grow up. Tapi itu pun orang ada cakap perangai aku macam budak-budak. Fish! -.- But in same time I did to forget all my sadness before I enter to matriks. Okayy only this thing I wanna share with everyone. Enjoy your life!
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